The never-ending "talking" stage...

Well, there was...

Zach, Alexander, David, Andy, Justin, Jason, Steve, Tommy, Ben, and Appollo. This is not a roster, just a list of "dates" I have had. Not one has panned out. So we are back to square one. The talking stage.

Zach lives in another state, so that didn't quite pan out. Alexander, well our personalities didn't click. David was possibly just too far, distance wise, and communication seriously had gotten grim. I don't want to re-visit Andy, this one stung and the sad thing is I called it from the start. Justin was sweet, but I suppose distance was an issue again? Could be other things, but he hasn't specified if that's the case. Same situation with Jason, distance. Steve you fucking low life piece of shit. I think I skipped over the Steve saga, so look for the revisit on that dumpster fire. Tommy just wants... well I have no clue what he wants, nor do I care. Ben was sweet, but you guessed it, distance is a factor here. Apollo, again, this will be another entry since I haven't quite put this story out yet.

I am sick of being judged. I know that it looks like I am just out seeing any guy that wants to take me out, but that's not the case. You see, much like a lot of other singles, I go on these fucking ignorant dating sites, I answer the questions, I create an entire bio based on what I am looking for, and yet here I am still single; bitching about dating in 2025.

Mom, dad, papa Rod, mama K... please don't judge me. I am sorry. I love you guys, and I hope you're not disappointed when you read about your favorite daughter (sorry sissy lol) and her crappy dating experiences. Also, please forgive my language, even though, you guys know me and this is actually literally how I talk. To the rest of my family, if any of you read this, this is my life. This is the unexpected turn of events I am currently dealing with. So, if you've made it this far, and you want to keep on reading... thank you! If you have had enough, thank you for coming this far. I totally understand if you either just don't want to know anymore about my personal dating life, maybe you can't relate, or maybe you don't give a shit and never read this kind of crap. Regardless, thanks for reading. I appreciate you!

Also, keep in mind the dates that I am writing the blogs aren't reflective of the ACTUAL dates. Some nights, I write to paper first. I think there was a night I may have done one or more blogs in one sitting. So, there is no real "order" to my madness here. <3