Not like the others... but exactly like the others.

Dating sites. The epitome of trash. I swear it's like people forgot how to read. I am upfront in my dating profiles. So, why are we stuck with hook-up culture? I definitely believe that sexual chemistry is important in a relationship. However, isn't there more to it than just that? I cannot stress enough how fucking annoying it is to start talking with someone, thinking you're clicking with them, smiling because it seems like you have so much in common, and of course hoping there's a connection just for it to fizzle before it's even lit. I have met up with a couple of guys now from these god forsaken dating sites. There hasn't been one guy that I've met with or talked to that hasn't said alllllll the right things. This is such a fucking pain in the neck. Why are people my age so afraid of; communication, the truth, honesty, having a real relationship with someone that truly gives a fuck about them? Stop building someone up if you have no interest in them. Seriously. We really should just stop being afraid of hurting someone's feelings. It sucks. None of us actually want to be the asshole, but I would rather you be the asshole up front, than to wait until I start getting feelings for you to decide that you don't have the same feelings as me. This is becoming more heart breaking with every single person I have a conversation with. I am so tired of starting over and over and over. So that then begs the question I'm certain is on everyone's mind. What is wrong with me? Quite frankly, I wish I knew but, sadly nobody will fucking tell me the truth!

Keeping all that in mind, I have actually matched with a guy on Tinder. His name is Steve. We are literally one day apart, so of course that was a good start to our conversation. He resembles Chester from Linkin Park. He is super sweet, respectful, kind, and so far we have a bunch of stuff in common. That includes wanting to meet up and have some drinks and conversation. We are going to do another "Let's see what happens." because why not? I suppose I don't want to just give up on finding love again... yet!